Saturday, May 28, 2011

Separate To Heal Separation

As I am reading all these channeled letters and messages, it is most of the time the talk about healing our separation to God (or Source/Universe whatever resonates with you). Remembering and becoming again who we truly are.
But who are we if we not us? We are of course who we are . . but not aware of it who we truly are. This is a good one Smile

Well, we were raised and lived for many eons in fear and all that comes with it. Anger, envy and and and. Further some of us living a life which is not even close to being mindful or the NOW.
Preferring the past (which of course cannot be changed) or the future (which we have no power over) More, we have been taught to live in a certain way otherwise we nobody and we are worth nothing and are not loved. Even though humanity is starting to awaken, and we can see this in so many little things and ways, there is still so much fear being created. Almost like frantically to prevent this incoming light to expand. Which of course cannot be stopped anymore.
Sorry, lets get back to the separation. Now this old view of live and one owns person exist. It is a habit, daily routine and just a way of living. In the past one could not even see the difference on how one gets manipulated and how many things are happening and are beyond cruelty. We thought it is ok this way, we have been fed somebody else's truth and we took it. No questions asked.
We have been living with a heavy heart I would like to say. Breathing was mare panting then taking wonderful deep breaths, Walking hollow puppets. Our soul and heart and true inner self caged in.

Been taught, that reality is what is out there. What you see and what you read. Felt lonely in a world filled with people. Angry and lost. Just cold all over the place, even though the sun was warming.
THIS is being separated. From oneself and from Source/GOD (see above please). So how now healing this separation and returning to who we really are and to God ( . . .)?
Become ONE with all that is – LOVE!


Easy, remember and feel who you are, let go of all that is not serving you and tataaaaaaa done!
(am laughing) of course it might sound a bit easier than done. But its doable!


See, there will be lots and lots of influences and energies out there, wanting to stop you from discovering it. Your ego self, because it was in charge of YOUR life and some all the others around you, thinking you are crazy believing one can create ones own reality and life. FEAR! Fear is the root of most evil I would like to say (cautiously). Fear keeps you back and boy, this is the last thing you need for separating your old self to heal the separation from your true self and Source (…)
When it come to forces from outside wanting to keep you in the old, think the best is to bless it and turn away and just walk and leave behind. This is what has worked for me the best, so far. Is not always a quick thing to do. But ulitmately I think the best. Let go and let God and just walk away from it. Peacefully!


Once you have discovered all this what you have learned and you started un-learning again and listening to your inner voice, you will find life becomes so much easier. Yes of course there will be moments of fire spitting and raging, but Hej . . show me one ego which is happy to be put on the backseat where it had the drivers seat before Smile and tons of clashes with other beings because of the separation process. The seeing of two realties happening and not knowing for a few moments where one belongs. All good. Totally normal (whatever you can call normal ?!)

See, all this is just peeling the layers of your old self. Letting go of old habits and routines, thought patterns and belief systems. Which of course can be scary. What was the most “scariest” for me was, that I was seeing through so many things I have accepted as ok, which is not. Accepted as truth, which is not. Accepted behavior and actions, which are not. It took me into a spiral of unbelievable craziness. A spiral which I couldn’t get out at first. Then it started settling down, the dust of it all. When the separation of the old is happening and you find your true self  - it all calms down.
You will find your purpose, your own mission. The very own thing you good at in assisting to make this world a better place. Can be a small thing for you, but a HUGE thing for us all. It is so easy to support others on their mission/projects, actually all becomes so easy. No more judgment, no more anger. One truly starts living in a world created from the heart. Which is pure bliss – pure love.

Yes it may take a day or two (or perhaps longer Smile) to get this one separation done and heal the other. But once one has opened up ~ it is just flowing.
Some hick ups on the way, but that is ok.


So separate from the old, as it is out dated and dusty. Allow the new to shine and let go of the old.
It is time. It is time we heal and return to who we truly are. BEings of love and light. A part of God/Source (…) Nothing ever what has been made by men can ever ever replace this love.
We are BEings of such great magnificent, that for the old self it is hard to understand and treated with fear. Just let it happen, if you need help . . just call silently and you will feel it.

Will love and leave you and wishing you a wonderful time in healing and remembering.
Please take as always what resonates with you.
Thanks for your time.


Am wishing you love, light and lightness on this wonderful journey.
D xox

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Relationships ~ Relationships and some more of it

I was yesterday at a friends place just quickly (as quickly we women do a quick visit Winking smile) and I had another Epiphany moment. YES another one. Well we are talking about our relationships and journeys and about releasing and and and.
We all know that a lesson will follow us till we have learned it and relationships are mirrors of our selves. Not always, but often. So I was now mind boggled for month now, that I am rather well on my journey to my true self, but am still stuck in this relationship. Challenging I can say. yes I do love this person, but know as well that he is my teacher. Becoming more and more aware of all that is, can be at some times rather frustrating.
You know being on a spiritual journey doesn’t mean we have to pick each and every situation out of proportion and OVER analyze it. As then we are in the left side of the brain and ego is talking too. Often we have to be still and be in the right side of the brain, to be able to receive the answer.
Now that my friend and I were standing at the gate (remember short visit) we came to get to the point. About how it is our choice to stay in challenging relationships and/or to move on. My point is, yes I am ready to move on and out, believe you me. BUT and this is a bit one, my concern is here, will I repeat the lesson. As I feel I am still here where I am and just not getting it. Five years later – man I am so tired! And she said: yes Diana, it is till we find out what the repetitive situation is and this is what we need to learn aka release. FIVE years, give me a break. I can see NOTHING!!! How much longer.
We came to talk about EFT and that I would need to get some own sessions before being let out to the public Smile. So I mentioned that in certain situations I am leaving my wonderful loving self and turning into this supermonsterbitch. In rage, spiting fire, claws out . . .you name it. BAM!!!!
Epiphany!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! There it is!! The repetitive situation. This challenging situation repeating itself over and over again. Universe made sure it is CONSTANTLY!!! But SO in my face and SO sore!! I needed five years to get it. Meaning perhaps I am now ready to release and perhaps this is as well the reason that my new house is ONLY available mid of June. Enough time to become aware of the whole thing and start releasing and breathing and releasing.

THANK YOU SOURCE AND THANK YOU UNIVERSE!!!

Now what does it mean for all of us out here. Yes it can take time. And yes you are still a wonderful person and loving. Nothing wrong with you. It just takes as long as it takes. Set boundaries, feel them what is right for you. BE loving towards yourself. Do not over analyze. When you ready, God will send you a sign and you will know. Trust me. YOU will know. So if you walk away from your lesson today and you haven’t learned it. It will follow you. New face, new place and new everything – BUT SAME LESSON. You will feel when you ready and when the lesson is learned. Promise!

Once you start waking up, there is no return. Sorry. You have to get through this and just let go of all that what is not serving anymore. This is the reason why we attracting these Teachers (which can be a pain in the back side for some time) into our lives. To learn and to remember. Like with all we learn, sometimes we get it right away and sometimes it has to be repeated till we get it. Do not beat yourself up now and check everything what is happening if it is repeating itself. As sometimes it can be some sort of “side effect” or it can be a catalysator.

BE good to yourself and LOVE yourself. Write a gratitude journal (YIP it helps, DO DAILY)
I leave you for today and am grateful for your time. Please take only what resonates with you.

Sending you love and light and lightness.

Diana x