I hope you all have had a good start into the New Year and all have felt the amazing healing energies it brings.
You cannot feel them? Well, they are not really obvious as such; you can feel them in your heart once the anger subsides/transforms, and the ego lets go and your heart rules.
The feeling you get when you sit and think: we cannot go on like this and start searching for peaceful solutions.
Let me tell you a story, which has happened today. As you maybe know or not know, I am living in a rural area of South Africa on a farm. I had to come here as it was and seems is still a great lessons to be learned for me. I came here about five years ago. Married consciously into an alcoholic family again and an area of chaos. WOW. But anyway . . .
Since about four years ago I have bought myself my very first pig. Today I have between 19 –26 pigs. Now you need to understand, that I grew up in Germany in a city and have absolutely no clue about pigs. Today, hej am a pro in free range pig farming and even helped one of my pigs birthing! And here we are - pigs.
Pigs are amazing animals and are besides their normal instincts to feed a lot and make lost of piglets, are very socially inclined and intelligent.
So now lots of workers here were we are have pigs, chickens and cows. All VERY free range, meaning they really running around everywhere. As often on the weekend the animals do not get fed (due to drinking of the owner and then let the animal out of the cage and feed in the fields). Pigs, especially if on heat, they will literally climb mountains to mate.
So now, these pigs of the workers break out and break in into my camps and/or my boar is trying to break out. Today was such a case. The police last year was not helpful at all, nor talking nicely or screaming or threatening helped. The workers didn’t listen.
I decided, as the fence to the neighbors farm and the camp of my pigs is one and the same, I will capture the pig, before mine breaking out and ask for some cash to make the workers understand that I was not willing anymore to play games.
Today I was threatened the first time ever here in South Africa by another being with a knife. If I would have stood closer to the fence on my side (do not get me wrong, these people were on my land already and wanting their sow back) I would have been hurt if not killed. Now of course all escalated. Screaming, shouting and the police eventually was called. I was informed that the guy would be taken into custody, as it runs under assault. Me felt a bit at ease that he wouldn’t be around and considering making a case. NOW, hours later (I am still angry and afraid) I see the guy driving around. Phoned again the police, they said I need to lay charges and they would send the van. This was at 5.38pm now it is 11.11pm . . no van.
Of course my mind is going riot, what could I do to get back at all the people on a legal way (justice system is a bit in dyer straits right now her in SA) and resolve the issue to keep my pigs safe and in their camps. Without the workers taking non-paid advantage of my boar to have their sows covered (we not talking about the expenses of fixing the fence all the times).
As my mind was going, I was thinking back to the newsletter I read last night about the last three big vortexes being still open. Middle East, Asia and Africa. And as long these are open there will be heavy conflicts. I am not opposing on you what I believe in, this just makes so much more sense to me. (Please if you wish to know more about it, gladly drop me a comment at the end and I will sort you out with info about it).
Look at what is going on in these areas . .
Now my heart kicked in. My ego was tired of creating fear inside of me, as well knowing that the justice system would most likely fail and take lots of time to get nowhere.
Finding more and more ways and solutions on how to resolve this matter. As my heart did now the main thinking, compassion and understanding emerged. Do not get me wrong, I am always there for the workers and lend a helping hand if I can, even I know it won’t really change the circumstances. But for the now, it has eased the situation.
Am thinking, if I can do that. . .lots of others should be able too? Or maybe not? How many wars do we have going on, how many conflicts especially in the area of Asia, Africa and the Middle East are acute right now?
You know why there are so many conflicts? Because of fear! Fear of not getting enough of the richer, fear of not owning enough land, fear of surviving in general. Now this fear can turn into so many ugly feelings like anger, jealousy, envy etc. Some people would even kill and then others will revenge and so on.
Where and when does it end? With you! With me! In my own yard and own house!
We cannot wait and ask others to change first and make the step. This is what everybody does; therefore there cannot be an end if not one stops.
We need to let go of the fear and allow our heart to think and allow the healing to take place.
Allow our own healing, the healing for our country and ultimately for entire our world.
By starting to make a change within your own heart and allow it to heal, this will eventually have a ripple effect. Maybe not today, but am sure tomorrow.
There is a very true saying: we need to be the change we want to see in the world.
It doesn’t say: be the change but the other one has to start first . . .
I know, I know this world is ruled by politicians and they telling us what and who we are and they deciding for the countries best. But we are not them.
We can let our hearts do the thinking and talking and make the world a better place. It is our world it is our paradise it is our place to dwell on. Yes, I truly believe we can do it. I truly believe we can overcome this and start living the lives each and one of us wants.
So, tomorrow I will go and apologize for my bad choice of words and my anger (as it was fear) and yes I will go and take legal action to set my boundaries and not to create more friction. More, I will get representatives together to find a solution to make a change. A way, that we all understand each other and know from which place we resonating from. Learn to accept and respect others in person and their valuables and opinions.
Tomorrow I am planting a seed for peace and freedom and love. Allow healing in my heart and hoping in other people’s heart. Allow love to rule and let go of fear.
The war tomorrow will stop with me.
You all out there, listen to your heart, let the energy of healing which it is, flow through you and plant with me a seed for a change.
Be patient and loving to yourself and listen to your heart and stop your own war today.
Now it is 11.55pm.
I am thanking you for your time being with me again. Till next time.
Sending you love, light and lightness.
