Friday, November 13, 2015

As it is unfolding - it is what it is

It is 05:38 in the morning here in South Africa and I have opened my newspaper (Facebook) and first posts the attack in Paris. This after we all have been distracted with the silly and useless news of a piece of space junk falling to Earth (this is another story all together) and being distracted.
 
Before anything else: I am sending peace, love and wisdom. be strong and wake up. It has become so clear what is happening globally and I wanted to share my thoughts, but have pushed it aside and postponed the writing.
 But now the moment seems right. It is easy and I will be brief. What is unfolding is the implementation of Agenda 30. Which is kind of a follow up of Agenda 21.
This are mere two articles explaining what it is about. If you look and read between the lines it is basically total control of humankind. No more rights whatsoever, full control.But how could Elite gain control without an uproar from humans about using their rights?
Lets bring unrest globally. Lets bring fear globally. Then humans will be willing to give away their basic human rights for peace. And if we sit back and look closer, since September the global “terrorist” situation has intensified. Seems far fetched? 
Let me give you some examples: 
1. Media is controlled, we do not have freedom of speech anymore really. Here in South Africa a peaceful student march was spiked by outsiders with violent outbursts. 
2. Drones, for our protection. Really? Or to control and know each movement and to study or behaviour and make plans there off? 
3. Vaccines: All and everything and everybody has to be vaccinated otherwise parental rights are being evoked? Or jail time or no jobs? 
4.Big Pharm: Chemtrails, GMO, Pesticides, Medicine, Vaccines, Diseases. We being bombarded from everywhere with toxins. 
5. Weather. Being controlled to create suffering with either floods or droughts. 
6. Terrorism. Artificially implement by those implementing Agenda 30. It was never out of control. For them all is according to plan. 
7. One world religion. Watch this space ........... 
8. War in the Far East. Using innocent brainwashed individuals to fight terror whilst Elite saps/steals oil or other precious raw material. 
9. Migrants in Europe. To break the individuals and not the industry. 
10. Money system is collapsing 
11. Get us out of the country into the cities and suburbs. To not be self sustainable and easier to be controlled.
 
I can go on and on about the happenings. Does it look bleak? No! Because so many things are being uncovered and brought to light. So many of us, yes call us conspiracy theorists or conspiracy warriors are working relentlessly to bring the truth to the forefront and to the masses. Often we do not have the scientific backup, but this urge within and the logic of a professional puzzle builder: putting the pieces together.
Bleak not at all. So many silently stepping out the system with building a new life and world within the existing one. Doing random deeds and spread love. Quietly and peacefully. Old ways make way for new. 
I know this might sound cold to some: but do not engage and give your energy into the happenings. Do not feed them with your precious energy and light. Hold your light and send strength to the situations and parts in need. Those meant to assist, are there. 
Do your best, even in a small way, to anchor light. We have currently history repeating itself: Dark is fighting Light and Dark is fighting Dark.
So I would suggest, let Dark and Dark do their thing and we do ours.we have become strong and we are growing stronger. More and more do awaken, hence the Dark/Elite is doing things now so openly. What you can do? Step out of the system wherever you can.Plant your food, get used to it. Well, I have killed another batch of seedlings :( Transition takes time, it is not happening overnight. Do not give up. 
 
QUESTION everything. Ask ask ask. Read read read. THEN let it resonate. LISTEN to this tiny feeling in your gut. THIS is your truth. It does not come with a science to prove paper of your truth. Our wisdom and informed decision is not connected to the outer world. HAVE courage to listen to this voice and act upon it. Walk this truth. Yes it might be scary and yes you might not know where it will lead you but walk your truth. As it is most likely mine. BECOME MINDFUL! You see naughty kids, don’t shout, as this would be our first reaction. Be calm, talk with kindness. Let your words be a seed of love. It might help or not. YOU did your best and with love. The more people are implementing kindness and turn away and bluntly walk over the terrorism , the more we gain ground.
So many talk about how our society as become cold and disconnected and not doing anything about it. Society has been groomed to think, somebody else will do the work and a pill will cure. Sorry not like this. YOU have to do the work, YOU have to heal and it is a process and it takes time. I can go on and on. Perhaps if you would like to ask or engage in a discussion, please do.We are so many waiting to answer and waiting to help.The time is now!
 
Me x

Wednesday, June 3, 2015

Forgiveness

Today is just like any other day.
Waking, working and doing 'shoulds'.
Yet for me it marked a special day. A day, where I have learned that I have to forgive.
This pain of wanting to be let out was strong.
Urging to be acknowledged and be set free. I wanted to be set free.
We all know forgiveness will set you free.
But there is a tiny difference between knowing and understanding.
 
If I could describe it as follows:
Knowing is when it is in your head.
Understanding is when it is in your whole being.

As am sitting in the dark and listening to the rain and enjoying the warmth of the fire... I am thinking back of the delicious 1.5hrs of truth and pain and release.
Still no clue how and what to forgive myself for. Nothing I can recreate or change what happened in the past.
But my whole being is light. There is peace and calm.
I feel I can conquer the world with a gentle touch and a smile.
The pain I carried with me for about a week, was unbearable. Hard on the outside and smiling, a warrior and bleeding and pain within.

How I avoided to use the word :  Forgiveness.....
Mumbling something, we are not a family that forgives.
Tears quietly making their way down my face.
I am strong and I don't show.....
The pain intense. Then calm. Calm and peace.
Still don't know what to do, but have found my pain.
I understand now clearly - today.
Tomorrow, I don't know.

Coming home with the intent to forgive myself and be kind.
To listen and to ask and then to listen some more.
I hugged my son. Grateful for his unconditional love.
He comes over and over to me: Miami , I love you.
Holding me and saying: It is ok.
I ask: what.
He says: just everything

Perhaps forgiveness is being gentle.
Forgiveness is taking time and being in the moment.
Forgiveness is to be grateful for the now and accepting that the journey is a process.
Forgiveness is loving yourself in this very moment as it is.
I love you and I forgive you
Xox