My Epiphany Moment Whilst Manifesting

Hi there all,
as you can see I haven’t written in a while. As I was busy letting go and releasing and letting go some more and to be honest had to remind myself at some stage: BREATH Diana BREATH!!
As I was in the midst of this all I came too understand a few things. This is perhaps why we go forward and backwards to release on a much deeper level. The deeper the better.
So as we becoming more and more aware of what is old and new reality, I have found that manifesting is a hit. Intent today – reality tomorrow! YEAH!
OH hold a second here. . . . Do you know that saying: Universe/God is testing you if you really really want it? Yes? Well I think I have come behind this one. It is not Universe nor God or Source.
It is US – OURSELVES!!
Because, let me have a share. it is just between you and I
I am right now in circumstances which are not favorable to live in and for my new self to strive. So I have now finally made an intent to move on and let fear behind. It was so pure the intent that between the first positive respond and manifesting was no time difference then lets say 48hrs?
My new home!! I have found a new home. Right now, there are still tenants in, which have to leave. Now listen, after I have heard: Yes Diana, the house is yours (this was beginning April) my first thought was (ego??) Oh . . ahm . . yes  . .OK . ..Oh I am going to move latest mid of May.
You know what has happen? Due to legal papers, all has been delayed till now the 10th May 2011.Do you get what I am saying??
It is nobody else making our delays in making our dreams come true – then us?!
Self doubt and ego holding us back, creating this subtle fear, which is so subtle that we fooling ourselves with it.

We need to understand one thing, we are beings of such powerful and magical energy that we can create whatever we want and whenever we want.
We just allowing the old reality to get us back, we allowing to slip back into this density because we doubting our capability of creating!
If there is anything you want to achieve, do it, put it out there and believe have faith and do not allow fear/ego to mess with it. As we can create the good and wonderful, we creating as well the mess we in. Consciously or subconsciously. Our egos are so good at that, that we “manipulating” others in stopping us. This is even better, so we do not have to blame ourselves.
No better moment than NOW. You want to do something? Do it NOW, not tomorrow or later – NOW!
Be aware when those self sabotaging moments occur and take them with a pinch of salt and let it go. Smile and consciously get back into the happy new self, which you know you are.
And all will work out.
God/Universe is just waiting for you to decide what and how, anytime! Your call!
So remember next time you creating? Create from the heart and ask self doubt and ego to take a hike.
Happy creating and manifesting. I am packing to move now mid of May
Please take as it resonates with you.
Hope to see you next time.

Love, light and lightness
Diana x

The cycle of life

Hope you all have had a wonderful Super Moon and Equinox. How are these energies flowing?
Lots has happened since my last blog. The light is making finally very openly its way on this earth plane. Very exciting and very reassuring. It has become liberating to speak up and to change old into new and better. Traumatic events shook the communities with the earthquake in New Zealand and the most recent one in Japan.
These all have to do as well with cycles of life. Yes the most famous ones of course are birth and death and the seven year cycles, just to name two.
What I would like to share with you today are smaller cycles and circles; which are happening on a daily basis. Have you ever looked back at certain events and lesson to be learned and learned?
This is an interesting one. A few days back a friend of mine approached me and told me, she is so excited as the cycle with work and home is coming to an end. And with every end we know – comes a new beginning. I wished her well, but to be honest at first didn’t have a clue what she meant.
Till about two days later it hit me – like a train – right into my face. It was so clear!!!
I am about as well to finish up one of mine. Now you can imagine how excited I am!
Let me explain: Each lesson or lessons you have to learn takes you on a journey and is a cycle. This journey will get you in touch with all you need to learn and remember who you truly are. Means you will meet people and will be in situations which will trigger what you need to release and let go. Yes, perhaps one could as well say you working through your Karma. So of course we are humans and have learned so many things and one of them is – do not listen to your inner voice, do not allow your instinct to guide you nor your heart. Let ego and let brain!!! Yeah. So how much fun is this (please note my underlying sarcasm).
Of course the less one listens to ones inner guidance, the more God (please whichever source resonates with you) will “nudge” you to start remembering. The less you in a way willing to learn and remember the more you will feel the “nudges” as they might be not so gentle anymore.
The lessons stay the same, but your circumstances and peoples faces will change. At first of course one might not be able to see it, till the moment one becomes the director of one owns life. This is the moment, when you start learning and releasing. Depending how deep rooted your lesson is, it might take some time to let go. But it will eventually happen. This would mean your journey is finished and you ending a cycle.
For example you started your journey off in a specific town or suburb, and as you were learning you moved to new places and met new people, but your lesson stayed the same. Once you understood what it was about and released what needed to go, you moved back to the same city or suburb.
THIS is just an example. Each souls journey of course is different.

Now what I am thinking here is that it should be possible in a state of awareness to look at ones life from outside in. Be the observer, see the patterns and shortens on cycle aka journey. As I think too, that we have different journeys in one life time. And perhaps that there could be more than one cycle at the time – overlapping. Almost like in geometric.
So it is very exiting to KNOW what is happening and just allow the flow to carry you to the finish line.
Where you of course pop the champagne to celebrate the end with a new beginning.

I think the most important part is to be gentle, as it is as it is and it takes as long as it takes. And the best part is, it is all in divine order. So – do not stress. It is OK. And you are exactly there where you suppose to be. It is exciting, even if you think at the moment: Man – not again . . .
It is a game it is a journey. Enjoy it, ease up your challenges and find things to be grateful for.

Listen to your heart and as always what resonates with you.
Thanks for your time and till next time.

Am sending you love, light and lightness on your journey
Diana x

Travelling light

 What a few days it has been. I could barely carry my body, was tired, angry and emotional.Nope – sorry . . not PMS . It began with the solar flares,then full moon and after all that – recovery. I felt like a truck hit me. BAM!!! Even doing the dishes was a mission and almost ended up in impossible.Luckily the breathing comes now again easier.
But mostly what I realized what has happened for me the past days was the following (believe me I saw it coming for a while now) I was holding on to so many things. And I was getting lost with little things which are not even worth holding on to. These things were keeping me from being in the moment and in the flow. You can feel you not in the flow when you start breathing a bit more shallow, when you get uptight and stressed. No flow = you keeping it in and blocking up. An emotional and/or energetic constipation. To get this flow going again, you actually need to feel and know that your energy and emotions are stuck. Still then it is a huffing and a chaffing. Let say for me that was and still is.

You know, I think we get stuck when our head and ego gets secretly working again. What I mean by that is, we are not making decisions coming from our heart. Again we have ignored the voice inside and let head lead. And it was a block up. See, when things like this happen you will feel and see it right away. Normally, not me of course. I had to dig and do and only once Source or God (or what ever higher power resonates with you) has kicked my backside to get my out of the goo. Which was, when I phoned the school I wanted my boy to attend  and they reasoned due to circumstances they wouldn’t accept him. BAM!!!!! All of the sudden I was light as a feather, I was clear. Just like that. I realized that for days I have been holding on to an idea and it was not right. So let it go!

Further I think for me important was to realize that forgiveness is a big key factor in letting go of old thoughts and ideas. Why I am mentioning forgiveness is, as this thought has been following me the whole day. Each e-mail, conversation, you name it reminded me of: FORGIVENESS. And now that I am looking back, lately I get those flashbacks. You know these ones, when you remember an embarrassing moment? An angry but totally useless action? When you still till today can feel the e-motion?
Exactly these I am getting. Then I take a moment. Feel the feelings again and forgive myself for whatever I did or didn’t do. Smile and say: it is OK, you didn’t know better. Send some love and let it go. Easy peasy! Sometimes if I have to do this more than once, it is depending how much I am (actually ego is)  holding on to the issue. So since quite a while now, it is almost like your laptop is doing a security check, my memory is being checked and released. I have to admit too, that often now thoughts are getting processed so quickly that I sometimes cannot even remember what happen yesterday (except it has to do with my boy)

When we embark on our journey we start letting go of all that doesn’t serve us anymore (consciously and unconsciously). Being it old ways of doing things, thinking, work and relationships, you name it. Some things get released easily and some take time. Depending how deeply routed it is, whatever needs to be released. Forgiving and therefore being compassionate makes room for love. So once we know how to forgive ourselves, we let go of heavy stuff and let love take the reign and we will be able to forgive others and love freely.
Sometimes we get pushed hard to get out of certain situations to get going. Often what keeps us back are relationships, animals and worldly goods. To let these go can be sometimes painful and confusing. Eventually when we let go, it is like a rebirth. Growing wings and learning to fly. To be able to manifest and live a life we truly want, we need to be our true essence self. We cannot manifest in somebodies else's life. We will attract the right people to join us, once we are who we are! As we cannot wake those up still sleeping. We cannot make those still asleep, see what we seeing or feel what we feeling. Your life – your journey. Their life – their journey.

Travel lite and don’t worry about anything. Have your dreams in your heart and walk. Have faith, as there might be days when you cannot see nor imagine where you going and your heart is leading you safely where you have to be. Do not worry about a thing and have faith as the TRUE needs will be met. Always. Everything else what ego tells you, you might need are desires. Nothing wrong with it, just for now maybe not what you need?! (whilst I am writing you this . .am preaching to myself).

Let go of the past, do not live in the future. Be in the NOW. Nothing else matters. Create from this space forward and let go what takes you out of your center and balance.
I would like to quote a nutty friend of mine: life is like a song. Sing and dance, it doesn’t matter how many instruments (i.e. dreams/projects) you have to sing the song. As long as you sing! So it is!
Travel light and as always what resonates with you.

Thanks for being with me and till next time.
Am sending you love, light and lightness on your journey.
Diana x

Me, Myself And I - Or Are We Schizo?

Oh boy do I love this subject. As am carrying on reading in various newsletters there are many different kind of point of views on ego and our personality.

Let me give you my five-cent worth of wisdom to this (hope you brought time with you and a glass of wine or cup of tea J)

Have you ever asked yourself out of how many “you” your personality exists?

No, it is not just you and being moody. Sorry this would be far too easy.

See, it actually worked out like this . .. . .

When we were born, we were pure, love and innocent (we still are!!!). And then the world crashed down on us. Parents’ handing down unknowingly their baggage on us, as we grew older society and circumstances nudged and poked us around till it was who we are today.

What it has to do with who we are today? Easy.

Because we were innocent and pure we were not able to understand or cope with some behavior towards others or us. So to fully understand and make us “feel” better, we invented another character to help us. This new character helped us to cope and understand why certain people behaved towards us in a certain way or circumstances surrounding us had to be, the way they were. With time, this coping mechanism became reality for us. It existed, even if it wasn’t true. All this happens till we are in our teens.

Now you can understand, why it is important that children grow up in an environment as healthy as possible. I am deliberately not mentioning NORMAL, as this tends to vary in the eye of the beholder.

So if you lets say a young adult and you had a relatively rough upbringing, wow you are blessed with lots of these characters.

How you can differentiate when who is one and when?

Observe yourself. Ever caught you being nice and easy and friendly and then are on the verge of explosion? Like a Porsche 0 – 250 in 3seconds? YIP, that’s already the two of you. Then check your handwriting. Love this one. Depending how stressed I am or in what mood (or which character) my handwriting is both soft and almost angelic and then I have the biatch handwriting. .I could make a doctor jealous, it is so unreadable.

The being moody is not only a women thing, and guys have it too. Depending on who is pressing your buttons, the characters appear.

And the biggest one of all – EGO!!!!

So it is not fun to have these different sides or characters, but get to know them. Get to know you. Do not judge and be hard on yourself, as we are all the same. Yes different in a way, but all we have these sides and we all have an ego. It is just how you make it work for you, instead of against you.

Become OK with it who you are . .no no no . .doesn’t mean let now the bitch hang out and say: duuhh take it or leave it.

Means, you can choose who you want to be. Nothing on Gods Earth can make you be someone who you don’t want to be. 

Now, where Schizo’s just let their characters hang out and are not aware when the switch is happening, we can.

Here the triple A can become kind of a savior to make a change and make it all work for us.

AWARE

Become aware who you are. What I mean by that, be in the moment in the now when something triggers an anger explosion. Become AWARE of it, next time you can act on it instead of re-act. No, I didn’t say it would work right away. This would be great. If you managed that . . . . . Phone me and please tell me how you did it. As I have been on my journey for quite a while and still discovering some selves.

Which is good, as, as soon you aware of that it is there . . .you can make a change. Hooray.

ACCEPTING

Ai, this is a tough one. For me that is. Accept who you are, the good sides or selves that of course is easy and the not so pleasant selves or sides.

You know accepting is kind of a surrender. Surrender to what is. You are who you are. A Leopard is never gong to change its spots. Some believes are so rooted inside of us that we cannot extinguish them.

Acceptance makes one compassionate and understanding. Makes one softer, especially towards oneself.

ALLOWING

This is another toughy. Has ever somebody taught you how to allow? Not me!!  On the contrary, I have been taught first the other and then you. I have the characters inside of me who keep me safe and made me understand, that if I deprive myself of good things, I will be loved and accepted.

So allow things to happen to you. Open your heart and allow it. By allowing a change will occur, a change and balance of the characters inside of you.  The biggest change will be, that you will start choosing who you want to be.

Once you OK with who you are and you decide to feed the good wolf, pat the dark wolf and allow him to walk with you. Let him be your driving force, but let the good one decide.

It is exciting and yes lots of self work and sometimes tears. But nobody said it would be easy, but they said it would be worth it.

Once you get this going, boy oh boy, you will get lighter and lighter and you will know when one of your former protector/characters kick in. Some of them with time you will be able to send in retirement.

So maybe Schizos are not so sick at all, maybe  . .mmhh who knows, maybe they more normal (whatever that means) than we are.

Today I would like not only thank you for your time, today I have discovered something again. So am grateful that I was allowed to write.

As always what resonates with you.

Be good to yourself and have fun with all your selves.

Am sending you love, light and lightness on this amazing journey.

Diana xox

The War Stops With Me!

I hope you all have had a good start into the New Year and all have felt the amazing healing energies it brings.

You cannot feel them? Well, they are not really obvious as such; you can feel them in your heart once the anger subsides/transforms, and the ego lets go and your heart rules.

The feeling you get when you sit and think: we cannot go on like this and start searching for peaceful solutions.

Let me tell you a story, which has happened today. As you maybe know or not know, I am living in a rural area of South Africa on a farm. I had to come here as it was and seems is still a great lessons to be learned for me. I came here about five years ago. Married consciously into an alcoholic family again and an area of chaos. WOW. But anyway . . .

Since about four years ago I have bought myself my very first pig. Today I have between 19 –26 pigs. Now you need to understand, that I grew up in Germany in a city and have absolutely no clue about pigs. Today, hej am a pro in free range pig farming and even helped one of my pigs birthing! And here we are - pigs.

Pigs are amazing animals and are besides their normal instincts to feed a lot and make lost of piglets, are very socially inclined and intelligent.

So now lots of workers here were we are have pigs, chickens and cows. All VERY free range, meaning they really running around everywhere. As often on the weekend the animals do not get fed (due to drinking of the owner and then let the animal out of the cage and feed in the fields). Pigs, especially if on heat, they will literally climb mountains to mate.

So now, these pigs of the workers break out and break in into my camps and/or my boar is trying to break out. Today was such a case. The police last year was not helpful at all, nor talking nicely or screaming or threatening helped. The workers didn’t listen.

I decided, as the fence to the neighbors farm and the camp of my pigs is one and the same, I will capture the pig, before mine breaking out and ask for some cash to make the workers understand that I was not willing anymore to play games.

Today I was threatened the first time ever here in South Africa by another being with a knife. If I would have stood closer to the fence on my side (do not get me wrong, these people were on my land already and wanting their sow back) I would have been hurt if not killed. Now of course all escalated. Screaming, shouting and the police eventually was called. I was informed that the guy would be taken into custody, as it runs under assault. Me felt a bit at ease that he wouldn’t be around and considering making a case. NOW, hours later (I am still angry and afraid) I see the guy driving around. Phoned again the police, they said I need to lay charges and they would send the van. This was at 5.38pm now it is 11.11pm . . no van.

Of course my mind is going riot, what could I do to get back at all the people on a legal way (justice system is a bit in dyer straits right now her in SA) and resolve the issue to keep my pigs safe and in their camps. Without the workers taking non-paid advantage of my boar to have their sows covered  (we not talking about the expenses of fixing the fence all the times).

As my mind was going, I was thinking back to the newsletter I read last night about the last three big vortexes being still open. Middle East, Asia and Africa. And as long these are open there will be heavy conflicts. I am not opposing on you what I believe in, this just makes so much more sense to me. (Please if you wish to know more about it, gladly drop me a comment at the end and I will sort you out with info about it).

Look at what is going on in these areas . .

Now my heart kicked in. My ego was tired of creating fear inside of me, as well knowing that the justice system would most likely fail and take lots of time to get nowhere.

Finding more and more ways and solutions on how to resolve this matter. As my heart did now the main thinking, compassion and understanding emerged. Do not get me wrong, I am always there for the workers and lend a helping hand if I can, even I know it won’t really change the circumstances. But for the now, it has eased the situation.

Am thinking, if I can do that. . .lots of others should be able too? Or maybe not? How many wars do we have going on, how many conflicts especially in the area of Asia, Africa and the Middle East are acute right now?

You know why there are so many conflicts? Because of fear! Fear of not getting enough of the richer, fear of not owning enough land, fear of surviving in general. Now this fear can turn into so many ugly feelings like anger, jealousy, envy etc. Some people would even kill and then others will revenge and so on.

Where and when does it end? With you! With me! In my own yard and own house!

We cannot wait and ask others to change first and make the step. This is what everybody does; therefore there cannot be an end if not one stops.

We need to let go of the fear and allow our heart to think and allow the healing to take place.

Allow our own healing, the healing for our country and ultimately for entire our world.

By starting to make a change within your own heart and allow it to heal, this will eventually have a ripple effect. Maybe not today, but am sure tomorrow.

There is a very true saying: we need to be the change we want to see in the world.

It doesn’t say: be the change but the other one has to start first . . .

I know, I know this world is ruled by politicians and they telling us what and who we are and they deciding for the countries best. But we are not them.

We can let our hearts do the thinking and talking and make the world a better place. It is our world it is our paradise it is our place to dwell on. Yes, I truly believe we can do it. I truly believe we can overcome this and start living the lives each and one of us wants.

So, tomorrow I will go and apologize for my bad choice of words and my anger (as it was fear) and yes I will go and take legal action to set my boundaries and not to create more friction. More, I will get representatives together to find a solution to make a change. A way, that we all understand each other and know from which place we resonating from. Learn to accept and respect others in person and their valuables and opinions.

Tomorrow I am planting a seed for peace and freedom and love. Allow healing in my heart and hoping in other people’s heart. Allow love to rule and let go of fear.

The war tomorrow will stop with me.

You all out there, listen to your heart, let the energy of healing which it is, flow through you and plant with me a seed for a change.

Be patient and loving to yourself and listen to your heart and stop your own war today.

Now it is 11.55pm.

I am thanking you for your time being with me again. Till next time.

Sending you love, light and lightness.

Diana xox

This Christmas . . . .

Christmas again.

Can one believe how the year has gone by? A blink and here we are celebrating Christmas again and soon welcoming the New Year.

Mhhh you know this year was a rough one. I am not talking about the financial situation, which is globally. I am talking about what is happening besides the world markets breaking down.

Reminds me a bit of Sodom and Gomorra, doesn’t it? Can you remember what is written in the bible what eventually happened?

Do not worry; I am not predicting anything, just thinking out loud. I am sure you will agree with me, we cannot go on like that. This violence, the wars, the breaking of law and and and and and.

The past few weeks, I have followed the news online and the more I read about murder, rape and killings, the more worked up I gotten and the more I felt the anger and fear of others too.

Which made me, take a moment to think about and to listen what resonates within me.

Yes of course one is angry, feels helpless and frustrated. But blaming somebody else for the crime (or whatever else it may be), will it bring a solution? Will it bring ultimately a change and peace?

There is a simple answer to it. NO!

Will bringing up the past and blaming somebody else for one owns misery bring a change? Living in the past, will this perhaps make a difference?

Yet, another simple answer to it. NO!

Focusing on the bad and not making a true change will keep one as well in the misery.

So, what will eventually bring a change? New laws? New government?

What do you think will bring peace and freedom for all? Do not forget harmony and balance?

What needs to happen to get humanity out of this misery? Get out of this dark hole?

YOU! Only you can make a difference in your live. How come? Easy, there is something called

a)      the law of attraction

b)      co-creating your reality

c)      living the truth

And this is all YOU!

Let me explain, if you believe in it or not, the law of attraction works. How often for example you are in a super good mood and in those moment’s only good things happening to you?

So you are carrying good energy inside of you, you are uplifted and you only attracting good things towards you. Sadly works the same with not so good things.

Therefore your thoughts become reality. You are co-creating what you living. Your words, actions support what you get and what you have. Try it out, think good thoughts, be happy and manifest what you want. And it will realize. OK ok ok of course if you want the million cash by playing Lotto, do not know if this is working. I do mean in connection with your true needs and desires.

Living the truth. Is to listen to your heart and follow this voice, this feeling. Let go of everything else what is not serving you. You create your own life. Nobody else can manipulate it, nobody else can make you do things you do not want to. You can change everything in an instant. Just like that.

Lets do it just like now. Christmas.

You might be asking what has co-creating and the law of attraction to do with Christmas? Everything and yet nothing.

Christmas is a very good example, how people are focusing on the good times and being with loved ones. Preparations starting early, intentions are being set, goals manifested and mostly people are happy, generous and loving.

So if we can do all this on Christmas, what is hindering to do this every day of the year?

If we all keep our spirits up like right now, focusing on the good, than this ultimately will have an impact on each and one of us. As we are all connected.

Picture a drop falling into a still water and it makes these little waves  . . .this could be each and one of us. These little waves would be good intentions, compassion. All the good stuff, eventually if we all would do only the good and positive, these little waves would connect.

Make sense??

Oh yes oh yes, I can hear some voices: this chick is so blue eyed

I have actually brown eyes, LOL!

You know, I had to do it, as otherwise these news over the past few weeks, would have taken me down completely. As I am now working on focusing the good things happening, I am reading much more about people getting convicted, good changes happening and so on and so forth.

Get the picture now?

Maybe sit still over this fest of season and let it sink in and feel if it resonates with you?!

So my wish for this Christmas is true peace and freedom.

May all people see, that life is wonderful and we all can have our own heaven on Earth!

May all people learn to think with their heart!

May there be true compassion and love.

May we all see the world through our children’s eyes!

May we realize that we need to be good and strong role models! For our children and others.

As it doesn’t work like: Do as I say and not as I do

May all people realize how beautiful they really are and what power lies within,

I wish you peace, joy and happiness and lots of love in this special time.

Thanks for your time and I speak to you soon.

Love, light and lightness

Diana xox

A prayer for a kid in South Africa

Whilst am sitting here, my precious boy is sleeping on the couch. Didn't mean to blog so soon again.
My heart is bleeding and I am feeling raw, open and helpless. Cried bitter tears and as am writing . .they coming again.

Well this has happened: I had a lovely girl helping me in the house. She just turned 22 in October. I love her as she is my own and tried to support and understand her. Tried to make a difference. Why am writing TRIED, as trying often leads to failure, do not ask me why . . just is . . feel like I failed.
She has a son of now soon turning four. Yip, she has burried her mom and her grandparents in a space of two month when she was 17. In the past this girl didn't drink and was a rock in the stormy sea. Oh I admired her strenght and supported her.

Anyway, she has told me about three weeks ago, she would take on her half brother of 13, which was living with another aunt. Apparently this aunt didn't look after him. I said to her, please should you EVER feel it is too much for you, it is ok, say it and we make a plan.
I did know that there is rather a bit of monthly government support in stall for the caring family. Didn't think she would do it for cash. It is her half  brother after all.

Well, this girl has disappeared for the past two weeks. Left the brother alone, with almost no food in the house.
The other workers had to step in and up to provide some food for him and clean his clothes. He even slept alone at night in these small workers houses.

Now, of course this boy of 13 will be placed to somebody else. Another family member, as this boy is an orphan.
I was fighting today with social services NOT to place him there and to find another solution. Take him out of this valley and to give ONE child a fair chance. ONE CHILD . .just one!!!!
As there where he goes now, the aunt drinks most of the money out. It is sad, this is how it is here.

My heart is crying and screaming. The answer I have gotten from social services is, well they have to place first with family and then see further.

I have asked this "gentleman" from the social services, does a child first have to be messed up before somebody takes responsibility? Does this child first have to turn into a rapist, murderer, thief or abuse drugs?
Then, yes then the society will cry out . . . or label again.

I cannot breath!

I was just now standing outside, feel like I do not belong here on this earth.
What is happening, where are we going . .will this stop? Will this ever end??

I am asking you all out there, send a healing thought, a prayer and strenght to this little boy.
Send him love as this is what he most likely yearns for the most.

Namaste dear brothers and sisters out there.
Am sending you love and light and lightness