Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Power And A Voice For Humanity

Dear fellow cohabitants of Planet Earth Smile lately this whole situation here on this planet has been becoming rather confusing for me.
Let me explain. We all can see so many things going hair wire, violence, abuse, manipulation, greed, hunger, but just to name a few. Why we do not step up and stop it?
You said what? We cannot?? Sorry why?? Oh, there is a system. Good. Whose and what system? Who is this system serving? Humanity?? Are we agreeing the answer here will be a NO?!

So, why are we allowing so many thing to go “wrong”? Why do we allow to be fed with lies, why do we allow manipulation, why do we allow choices being made FOR us, why do we allow violence and abuse and so on and so forth.
What are we truly afraid of. Why are we silence, even though we feel in our core what is going on is not working anymore on this Earth plane?
Once one is awakening these things become so obvious.  One cannot help, but wanting to jump and help and make a change in 20.000 places at the same time.
It puzzles me daily that people are complaining about so many things and yet tending to ignore the fact, that they could make a change, once shaken off the fear?! They would rather ignore and wait for somebody else to take the first step. We still waiting……….

One of my not so favorite topics is this thing with “regulating” herbal medicine. Oh come on please, now somebody is telling me, they are registering the herbal medicine I grew up with, for my own safety. Please!!! Taking away my choice?
What else do we have, oh ja corruption in politics and greed. Now why do we accept that there has to be a certain list to be followed to proof that it is true? And at the end of the day, the person gets off and lots of tax payers money has been wasted. If you would be caught in your company doing the same, BAM you would be out, no questions asked. Branded for life. Wouldn’t you?

Why do we accept to be fed fear. And this on a daily basis. Big time. Yes this place right now is a scary place to live in, but fighting fear with more fear and fighting separation with creating more of it. We not going to get anywhere.

Now imagine, if we all would stand up and fight against crime and violence PEACEFULLY!
If we all would stand up as ONE and say to some leaders: sorry three warnings you out.
What could they do? Nothing.
We can be so powerful and achieving good things for our planet. Just stick together.
As the “dark” can do this with creating fear and keeps the masses controlled, so can we start sticking together as the light we are and do good and make the change.
To make things happen and stand together, we need to break free and start taking in fresh air into our lungs and cells again. Think our own thoughts and take our power back. It is after all a FREE WILL PLANET!
My choices, my life. Listen to your heart and start trusting this guiding voice inside.
At the beginning it might feel odd and people might think you crazy. “Crazy is good Smile
Live your life from your heart and let the warmth of love be your energy fountain.
Life is good and is peaceful we just have to choose it for oneself and for all of us.

Each and one of us has a wonderful gift. Become aware of it and use it. We all need you here to make this happen.
For those already awaken, gather and shine your light and walk your truth.
Those awakening, there is light around you. Trust and you will see it and feel it.
Fear is truly just and illusion.

Now go and grow your voice, speak up and lets stand as ONE. To take our power back and make this world a place where love rules.
Love, light and lightness your way
Diana x

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Now honestly……

…..what is it with humanity and the fear of being honest and taking responsibility for their own lives?
Lately it seems so in my face with people not being honest.

See, previously I got very offended and hurt when people lied to me. How can a person break my trust and do this to me. It took me years and years of growth and learning to understand, they not lying to me, they lying to themselves.
Honesty is a HUGE challenge. When you start waking up and start releasing of all that is not good and old – one has to be honest to be able to release it. Accept what is and then allow a change to happen. Being honest in this process can be painful. A pain which then can heal and not leave scars.
Not being honest is disabling you, to become the true you. The you which is waiting to emerge.

I do understand that to being dis-honest towards oneself or others, is originating from fear.
Fear of being caught, fear of not being loved, fear of hurting somebody with a  respond and and and.
This fear thing is an absolute illusion, we just think it is real. But it is not.
Let say for example: somebody is asking you for financial help and is truly desperate. You are giving either odd answers to buy time or not responding at all. Because you don’t have the money or don’t want to help.
What does it show you? Yes you do not want to hurt the other person.
In actual fact you do so much more and you hurt yourself too.
A) you will feel uncomfortable because you did not reply
B) you are disabling the other party by cheating him/her of the true answer and therefore lesson
You have further cheated yourself out of the responsibility to take charge of your life. You let it slide.
Being responsible is a cool thing to do. Fear and not taking charge of your life aka not being responsible is backing out, is an illusion. We have been brought up with living a lie and allowing others to take charge of our lives. For so many years and decades.

NOW the time is right to let go of all these illusions and fear. We living in great times, times of the great shift and release of old belief systems.
Take charge and BE responsible for your life and your creation, it is a good thing. It is fun Smile
Be honest. For your sake, as it will help you to grow. For others, as you change, so will those around you too. The Law Of Attraction!
Be honest and see the signs and accept the signs, when things start going a bit hair wire and change directions. Do not carry on, on the path which eventually will take you down.
Honesty, honesty and some more honesty.

My wish for today? That you will find the strength to be honest towards yourself and take your life into your hands. Be responsible. This of course as well for lots of the politicians and those holding the “power” in their hands.
In love, light and lightness
D xox

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

The wonderful and magnificent YOU!

In the whole process of awakening, it was the hardest to discover who I am and makes me tick. Most of all to learn to understand that all starts with myself. The dreams, hopes, loves and the better world we want to live in.
Now there are so many people out there talking about spirituality and changing the world, and am still so often surprised they do not get it, that they first have to clean their own front yard and not look outside for changes.
What I mean by this is, we as humanity have been now following blindly so many things in our lives for eons, that we have to learn to be ourselves. Grow an own voice, own ears and own lives.
For so long it seems to me, we did not have our own identity, and have been handed over our parents baggage and eaten up all we have been served by others. We kept quiet.
It is time now, with the flow of these energies, and awakening of so many others, to start cleaning up ones inner selves and take stock.
Honesty - towards oneself is a rather challenging thing to accept. Just look, when you in an argument and the other person tells you: you have to change . . .
OH do we get mad and offensive??? Me changing? What is wrong with me? You change!! BAM!!
Why we getting so offensive? Why is our ego getting so offensive?
Because it is uncomfortable to look with in and deal with pain? Same old same old is so comfy?

Write down or paint your perfect life, how you want to be, your friends, your kids, your partner and ultimately your world.
Then take stock and start within. YES start with YOU!!! You have forgotten how many outstanding qualities and gifts you have. How much magic there is inside of you. A love just wanting to be discovered and be let free to roam.
YOU, are wonderful and magical being.
Stop looking on the outside to make yourself better, your kids, your friends and your world.
YOU, have it all to make the change for yourself and for us all.

Become aware of, how your unique magnificent light has an impact on your surrounding. Like the drop of water which makes the clear sea ripple.
This awareness is so important for you to make these steps, to become the best you can be.
I cannot give you a receipt on what and how to do things. As I already mentioned, there are a million of us awakening and there are million different stories and ways to be chosen.
You are you, and your journey is yours. Yes please, read, discuss and share as much as you can. But please ~ be aware it is yours alone. This awakening ~ his journey.
Take in the info and let it sink in and resonate with you. Take what is good and leave behind what is not serving you.
The time of walking in the light is here, not tomorrow. NOW
Walking your own path and discerning what is right for you and all of us is so crucial.
There will be lots of distracting information offered, more lies and more fear spread amongst humanity. You have the confidence to see and listen what is your truth. Stay on and walk your truth and be your true self.

I love this life of mine and I love my journey with all that it brings. Some days are sunny and some are rainy. But at the end of the day it is in balance and harmony.
To make this world a better place, to make it to the ultimate shift.
WE need you. This beautiful, perfect and filled with love and light YOU!.
Now I will leave you to take stock, paint your picture and I will see you soon . . . . in our perfect world.

In love, light and lightness
Diana

Friday, June 17, 2011

Old habits die hard

Have you ever had the feeling of being in a situation and looking at it and thinking:
I should now get upset? or: I used to get upset now?
This is a very good state to be in. You asking why? As perhaps consciously or subconsciously you are in a state of balance and yes good on your way of being aware of your true self.
See, when one is asleep aka not aware what is going on, one is re-acting instead of acting. Emotions run wild and one attracts more of the same old same old, because 1) it is comfortable even though it is painful (even not perceived as such) and 2) it is a habit. YES a wonderful habit of reacting. And how annoying is that!

Now when one starts releasing old believe systems and pains, and increasingly is in a state of joy and happiness, it gets scary. Scary not because of woohoo, because one is not use to just BEing and just all is ok. Despite perhaps things in closer range should make one freak out and behave like the “old” maniac. One stays for more and more moments in: it is ok as it is and I deal with it as it comes.
THESE moments are so  precious. One ACTS out of a space of true self-awareness and out of this new opportunities and solutions occur.
Often feelings of guilty and why do I feel now so good and am just relaxed where I should be unhappy or angry etc..
Believe me, when you in the state of just BE, this great state of being on a high ~ somebody with a dark cloud hanging over your head will try to get you down.
DO NOT again DO NOT feel guilty. YOU are HAPPY. Happiness is a choice and on this journey sometimes hard work.

But as we have been living for eons in an unaware state, fear and all its emotions have become second nature to us. The days and years we have been told this is how you have to feel and do and think. We thought it is us! Sorry to disappoint you there, it is not us. Perhaps it has in a way shaped us for who we are right now, but it is not our true us.
All this screaming and shouting and kicking and and and have become a bad habit. To let them go might take a day or two (or years . . in my case LOL)
Choose to be happy and in peace and choose to let go of the habits of the past involving fear and what comes with it. It is your birthright!!!
Now for example you leaving a relationship which has not served you in a long time. It doesn’t have to be in right or wrong and bad words and feelings just because million of other relationships ended like this. YOU choose. If the other person thinks being calm and collected about the break up means another chance – their stuff. Not yours. Speak clear and calm and kind, from your place from within.
Let go of this bad habits of feeling guilty when you actually at peace. One habit and step at the time.

Am wishing you well and be kind to yourself
Love and light and lightness on this wonderful journey
Diana x
PS: of course as always as it resonates with you  Smile

Saturday, May 28, 2011

Separate To Heal Separation

As I am reading all these channeled letters and messages, it is most of the time the talk about healing our separation to God (or Source/Universe whatever resonates with you). Remembering and becoming again who we truly are.
But who are we if we not us? We are of course who we are . . but not aware of it who we truly are. This is a good one Smile

Well, we were raised and lived for many eons in fear and all that comes with it. Anger, envy and and and. Further some of us living a life which is not even close to being mindful or the NOW.
Preferring the past (which of course cannot be changed) or the future (which we have no power over) More, we have been taught to live in a certain way otherwise we nobody and we are worth nothing and are not loved. Even though humanity is starting to awaken, and we can see this in so many little things and ways, there is still so much fear being created. Almost like frantically to prevent this incoming light to expand. Which of course cannot be stopped anymore.
Sorry, lets get back to the separation. Now this old view of live and one owns person exist. It is a habit, daily routine and just a way of living. In the past one could not even see the difference on how one gets manipulated and how many things are happening and are beyond cruelty. We thought it is ok this way, we have been fed somebody else's truth and we took it. No questions asked.
We have been living with a heavy heart I would like to say. Breathing was mare panting then taking wonderful deep breaths, Walking hollow puppets. Our soul and heart and true inner self caged in.

Been taught, that reality is what is out there. What you see and what you read. Felt lonely in a world filled with people. Angry and lost. Just cold all over the place, even though the sun was warming.
THIS is being separated. From oneself and from Source/GOD (see above please). So how now healing this separation and returning to who we really are and to God ( . . .)?
Become ONE with all that is – LOVE!


Easy, remember and feel who you are, let go of all that is not serving you and tataaaaaaa done!
(am laughing) of course it might sound a bit easier than done. But its doable!


See, there will be lots and lots of influences and energies out there, wanting to stop you from discovering it. Your ego self, because it was in charge of YOUR life and some all the others around you, thinking you are crazy believing one can create ones own reality and life. FEAR! Fear is the root of most evil I would like to say (cautiously). Fear keeps you back and boy, this is the last thing you need for separating your old self to heal the separation from your true self and Source (…)
When it come to forces from outside wanting to keep you in the old, think the best is to bless it and turn away and just walk and leave behind. This is what has worked for me the best, so far. Is not always a quick thing to do. But ulitmately I think the best. Let go and let God and just walk away from it. Peacefully!


Once you have discovered all this what you have learned and you started un-learning again and listening to your inner voice, you will find life becomes so much easier. Yes of course there will be moments of fire spitting and raging, but Hej . . show me one ego which is happy to be put on the backseat where it had the drivers seat before Smile and tons of clashes with other beings because of the separation process. The seeing of two realties happening and not knowing for a few moments where one belongs. All good. Totally normal (whatever you can call normal ?!)

See, all this is just peeling the layers of your old self. Letting go of old habits and routines, thought patterns and belief systems. Which of course can be scary. What was the most “scariest” for me was, that I was seeing through so many things I have accepted as ok, which is not. Accepted as truth, which is not. Accepted behavior and actions, which are not. It took me into a spiral of unbelievable craziness. A spiral which I couldn’t get out at first. Then it started settling down, the dust of it all. When the separation of the old is happening and you find your true self  - it all calms down.
You will find your purpose, your own mission. The very own thing you good at in assisting to make this world a better place. Can be a small thing for you, but a HUGE thing for us all. It is so easy to support others on their mission/projects, actually all becomes so easy. No more judgment, no more anger. One truly starts living in a world created from the heart. Which is pure bliss – pure love.

Yes it may take a day or two (or perhaps longer Smile) to get this one separation done and heal the other. But once one has opened up ~ it is just flowing.
Some hick ups on the way, but that is ok.


So separate from the old, as it is out dated and dusty. Allow the new to shine and let go of the old.
It is time. It is time we heal and return to who we truly are. BEings of love and light. A part of God/Source (…) Nothing ever what has been made by men can ever ever replace this love.
We are BEings of such great magnificent, that for the old self it is hard to understand and treated with fear. Just let it happen, if you need help . . just call silently and you will feel it.

Will love and leave you and wishing you a wonderful time in healing and remembering.
Please take as always what resonates with you.
Thanks for your time.


Am wishing you love, light and lightness on this wonderful journey.
D xox

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Relationships ~ Relationships and some more of it

I was yesterday at a friends place just quickly (as quickly we women do a quick visit Winking smile) and I had another Epiphany moment. YES another one. Well we are talking about our relationships and journeys and about releasing and and and.
We all know that a lesson will follow us till we have learned it and relationships are mirrors of our selves. Not always, but often. So I was now mind boggled for month now, that I am rather well on my journey to my true self, but am still stuck in this relationship. Challenging I can say. yes I do love this person, but know as well that he is my teacher. Becoming more and more aware of all that is, can be at some times rather frustrating.
You know being on a spiritual journey doesn’t mean we have to pick each and every situation out of proportion and OVER analyze it. As then we are in the left side of the brain and ego is talking too. Often we have to be still and be in the right side of the brain, to be able to receive the answer.
Now that my friend and I were standing at the gate (remember short visit) we came to get to the point. About how it is our choice to stay in challenging relationships and/or to move on. My point is, yes I am ready to move on and out, believe you me. BUT and this is a bit one, my concern is here, will I repeat the lesson. As I feel I am still here where I am and just not getting it. Five years later – man I am so tired! And she said: yes Diana, it is till we find out what the repetitive situation is and this is what we need to learn aka release. FIVE years, give me a break. I can see NOTHING!!! How much longer.
We came to talk about EFT and that I would need to get some own sessions before being let out to the public Smile. So I mentioned that in certain situations I am leaving my wonderful loving self and turning into this supermonsterbitch. In rage, spiting fire, claws out . . .you name it. BAM!!!!
Epiphany!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! There it is!! The repetitive situation. This challenging situation repeating itself over and over again. Universe made sure it is CONSTANTLY!!! But SO in my face and SO sore!! I needed five years to get it. Meaning perhaps I am now ready to release and perhaps this is as well the reason that my new house is ONLY available mid of June. Enough time to become aware of the whole thing and start releasing and breathing and releasing.

THANK YOU SOURCE AND THANK YOU UNIVERSE!!!

Now what does it mean for all of us out here. Yes it can take time. And yes you are still a wonderful person and loving. Nothing wrong with you. It just takes as long as it takes. Set boundaries, feel them what is right for you. BE loving towards yourself. Do not over analyze. When you ready, God will send you a sign and you will know. Trust me. YOU will know. So if you walk away from your lesson today and you haven’t learned it. It will follow you. New face, new place and new everything – BUT SAME LESSON. You will feel when you ready and when the lesson is learned. Promise!

Once you start waking up, there is no return. Sorry. You have to get through this and just let go of all that what is not serving anymore. This is the reason why we attracting these Teachers (which can be a pain in the back side for some time) into our lives. To learn and to remember. Like with all we learn, sometimes we get it right away and sometimes it has to be repeated till we get it. Do not beat yourself up now and check everything what is happening if it is repeating itself. As sometimes it can be some sort of “side effect” or it can be a catalysator.

BE good to yourself and LOVE yourself. Write a gratitude journal (YIP it helps, DO DAILY)
I leave you for today and am grateful for your time. Please take only what resonates with you.

Sending you love and light and lightness.

Diana x

Saturday, April 23, 2011

My Epiphany Moment Whilst Manifesting

Hi there all,
as you can see I haven’t written in a while. As I was busy letting go and releasing and letting go some more and to be honest had to remind myself at some stage: BREATH Diana BREATH!!

As I was in the midst of this all I came too understand a few things. This is perhaps why we go forward and backwards to release on a much deeper level. The deeper the better.
So as we becoming more and more aware of what is old and new reality, I have found that manifesting is a hit. Intent today – reality tomorrow! YEAH!
OH hold a second here. . . . Do you know that saying: Universe/God is testing you if you really really want it? Yes? Well I think I have come behind this one. It is not Universe nor God or Source.
It is US – OURSELVES!!

Because, let me have a share. it is just between you and I Smile
I am right now in circumstances which are not favorable to live in and for my new self to strive. So I have now finally made an intent to move on and let fear behind. It was so pure the intent that between the first positive respond and manifesting was no time difference then lets say 48hrs?
My new home!! I have found a new home. Right now, there are still tenants in, which have to leave. Now listen, after I have heard: Yes Diana, the house is yours (this was beginning April) my first thought was (ego??) Oh . . ahm . . yes  . .OK . ..Oh I am going to move latest mid of May.

You know what has happen? Due to legal papers, all has been delayed till now the 10th May 2011.Do you get what I am saying??
It is nobody else making our delays in making our dreams come true – then us?!
Self doubt and ego holding us back, creating this subtle fear, which is so subtle that we fooling ourselves with it.

We need to understand one thing, we are beings of such powerful and magical energy that we can create whatever we want and whenever we want.
We just allowing the old reality to get us back, we allowing to slip back into this density because we doubting our capability of creating!
If there is anything you want to achieve, do it, put it out there and believe have faith and do not allow fear/ego to mess with it. As we can create the good and wonderful, we creating as well the mess we in. Consciously or subconsciously. Our egos are so good at that, that we “manipulating” others in stopping us. This is even better, so we do not have to blame ourselves.

No better moment than NOW. You want to do something? Do it NOW, not tomorrow or later – NOW!
Be aware when those self sabotaging moments occur and take them with a pinch of salt and let it go. Smile and consciously get back into the happy new self, which you know you are.
And all will work out.
God/Universe is just waiting for you to decide what and how, anytime! Your call!
So remember next time you creating? Create from the heart and ask self doubt and ego to take a hike.

Happy creating and manifesting. I am packing to move now mid of May Smile
Please take as it resonates with you.

Hope to see you next time.

Love, light and lightness
Diana x