Happy Love Day

Can you believe it. It is already so far into the year, that we have and yet again a Valentines day. Will it be any different than last years?
Yes!!! I am now surrounded by peace and love. Have had one Valentines smooch (blush) already! tHAHAHA, it can only get better from here onwards!!!

Yesterday I had an emotional wobble and ultimately fall out with my soon to be ex husband. Well, I have made a case against him for assaulting me and have been yesterday subpoena to appear in court on the 01 March 2012. Lord, I was afraid!! I was angry of fear. Then in this emotion I have phoned my ex and just lashed out. Not that he did not deserve it, but it was an energy not worth dwelling upon. I know then and I know now!
Till just recently I have found out, that as a kid I have been taught, that pain is my sign of love. So I phoned my ex, to get my dose of "love". Needy love! This one is a rough one for me.Lots of work and lots of deep work!
So still, even after now good six month of moving out, there are days, when I go back and get my dose of "pain love".

How many of us are actually thinking that we need somebody or something to make us whole. To love us, so that we can love? Finding always the need to create certain situations and finding people to make us feel the way we felt when we were little. Is this truth still true? Or can we now rewrite it?
Everything which is vibrating and originating from an unhealthy need, I feel is ...NO GOOD!

Yes, of course we all love to be touched and kissed and hugged and cuddled. But let it come from a place, of knowing who we are. Let us already be filled with love and understand that we are it.
We do not need atrificial aproval of love. We do not need pain to feel loved. No more bad words.
So if you are somehow, seeing yourself and being aware that similar is happening to you - it is ok!
And this too shall pass .... LOL
Honestly, the moment you are aware that it is happening, it is ok. You are ahead already and can learn to change the need of  the needy love.

Being on this journey is wonderful and some days frustrating. As I can see and am feeling helpless that it is returning again and that I have re-acted, instead of acted.

Be gentle to yourself as I am to myself. After all, it is Valentins day - - one of 365 Valentins days this year.

Love does, what love does best ~~~~ LOVE!

Have an AWEsome day, I love you and I love me

D xox

Moments that matter

Good Mornings,

what a few days it has been since Friday afternoon.

My kitty Sally was very ill, of chronic kidney failure and was on her way to leave this lifetime. So my son and I went on Friday afternoon to neighbouring village and gotten the: "letting go" remedy from a holistic vet. This remedy would help Sally to let go and pass peacefully.
Saturday morning, Sally was sitting on the kitchen floor, one could see not well. So I picked her up and took her downstairs. Showed her our log house and the forest. Stood there for a while and let her soak in the view of the high trees. Later took her up and laid her on the bed and gave her some more remedy and tea. Again speaking to her: that my son and I are safe and she could let us go!
By 2pm that Saturday she passed.
My son of five told me several times: Mami, it is ok. You can cry. But Sally is now fine and playing with Harry and the rabbit.


Why I am sharing this is: to enjoy the moments and appreciate the beings crossing your path and traveling with you.
Even though I found, we all KNOW to be in the NOW and the moment. We are more than often not, getting in-tangled in "shoulds" and buying just another five minutes of what we think (or others think) we have to do or think.
I have found now, that since Sally was sick and dying, that I became more mindful about what matters. Started DOING and saying things that are truly me. AUTHENTIC.
LOL even am learning to play again with my boy .... Lego! Often in the pace of society (not life) we forget not only what truly matters, we even forget how to be in the moment and how it is done. Just like playing for example.

So today, I wished that I have taken more time out to cuddle with Sally, which has taken so excellent care of me emotionally. With such unconditional love. Today I wished, that I would have not said so often to my son: go and play, I am busy..give me five more minutes. But it is in the past now. Nothing I can make unhappen or change.

Today I understand, that no matter what - it is always possible to just stop and take time out to make matters and moments count. Nothing else actually is important, than these moments. Enriching our lives, filling us up with love, gratitude and appreciation.

Oh and one on the side, Universe is helping me in re-learning and being in the moment. At our new  house, I do not have internet right now ... so lets cuddle and play and go to the beach.

Have an AWesome day and feel the moments

D xox

Let go of the old core belief

THIS ~~~~ has been a major thing for me, and let me explain to you why. Because, once released - you live truly happily ever after.
As you all know, on this wonderful journey, we meeting and greeting people and situations in our lives to learn, grow, become aware, accept, allow and let go (lots of let go).
Good things and not so good things or challenges will give us the ride of our lives.
Now how sometimes, it all seem just so unfair and things are getting worse and worse instead of better?


Hej, take it with a pinch of salt, this is Universe handing you another opportunity to RELEASE!We as humans on this journey tend to re-create situations, which make us feel the way we used too. Sadly it is often not so nice and I would like to call it, just for this time---suffering.

Imagine, you are a small child and have had a rough upbringing or a rough experience, which shaped your belief system. Your fear. Lets say for instance, your parents never had time for you, no matter what you did. You always felt not good enough for receiving their love. This now, is one of your core beliefs and fears.
Not being good enough to be loved and love.
What will happen now, that you will carry THIS feeling of knowing and understanding throughout your life and will create all the time situations to feel this way. Comfort the pain we know. With years going by, of course your physical body will start too, showing strain. Giving you signs of discomfort and wanting you to become aware of the suffering within. Some bodies go so far, that one has no more control over the weight, the stomach has ulcers and and and.
No matter what you will touch in your life, subconsciously you will sabotage it already from the beginning.
Yes, this is how it works. Like Shrek said: We are like onions ~ have many layers.

Now what can you do to get hold of this fear? Easy ~ start your journey of becoming aware. Remembering who you truly are.
Knowing, that this too shall pass (oh man, now I said it myself LOL)
Along on your journey, you will invited people and situations into your life, which will assist you in getting down to the nitty gritty and be able to release those fears. There too, are wonderful techniques such as EFT/Tapping for example.
And yes, these fears and old thoughts are nothing else, than an illusion. It can be changed, as quickly as you breath out.

Once you have let this go and are aware for what it is, your life will change almost in an instant.
Physical pains will disappear, your weight might just sort itself out. You will be able to see life in a very very different way and be able to make better choices. For yourself and for all of us.
No more fear and no more darkness.

Love yourself and open up to all those opportunities around you.
We are here to assist and we are here to path the way.

In love, light and lightness
D xox

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What is it about attachments and assumptions

Yet again, I am sitting in my favorite little coffee shop and glooming with smiles and happiness. So many things lately crossing my path and I feel so grateful for so many lessons learned and so much release. It is wonderful.

Just a few minutes ago, a very special friend of mine has had coffee with me. I am left with so much love, that I cannot comprehend.
Why this time I am writing about attachments and assumptions is the following: As this has been one of the things I have learned the past few days. Letting go of attachment.
As we all most likely know attachment and assumptions are originating from fear ~ fear yet again is an illusion. But as we have lived it for so long, we THINK that it is real. Which is not.
Attachments come in many forms and shapes. Most common one is the needy and clingy one. We holding so desperately on to things and people, of fear loosing them and leaving an open space within us. Not knowingly (or perhaps we do), that no thing or person, can fill a void within us ~ except us!
Now we sitting here with this overwhelming feeling of not being able to breath, the fear if we do not hold on to the thing or have to phone the person, we not going to be able to survive to some extend.
It is EGO having the hand in the game and sending out thoughts of need and fear. The clingy one.

Than there is the attachment, of building up a total resistance or wall around ourselves and telling ourselves that we do not want love or things which have been freely given to us! Because here, we are projecting our fear upon others. To get hurt or disappointed.
Again the control of an outcome, where we do not have power over.
What an old belief this is. Shame, poor fear.

See, love in its purest form has no attachments and is free. Freely given and freely taken. It is an exchange of energy which happens very naturally and cannot be described with any of the words existing in human terms. Love just …..IS! Always has been and always will be.
Any attachment and meaning we giving it is a label, which ego has a habit of doing.
Sit back, look at it, allow it to be what it is and release yourself and the other person or thing.
Release the need of control, as attachments too is control due to fear.
Love does not control, love just loves. Be free of it and you will see how much lighter you will feel.

Now to assumptions. Am smiling, assumptions I feel are a part of attachment. As we tend to assume, that a person or thing should or should not be. (I SO dislike the word: SHOULD) Because we want to have power/control over the outcome or the thing/person.
Assuming too, is fear controlling something it can not.
The only person you are holding prison is ~ yourself. Prison of the emotions fear ~ which is not existing. Something one has to consciously release. To be set free and set others free.
We need to understand, that by letting go off attachments towards the other person or thing, we releasing our selves into all that is. Allowing ourselves the freedom of loving and love.

Each time to see and realize that it is an attachment or assumption, it is one way closer to who you truly are and are allowing a shift at the same time.
Which is so wonderful and light and so good for you and for me and humanity. As only a shift can occur when you allowing it.
So let go of the holding on to things and giving it meanings, which ego thinks is right.
The true you, knows where to go and knows already everything.

Love is like a butterfly. Wonderful – beautiful and magical. You cannot hold it, as it would die.
So allow it to fly pass you and you will have one magical moment after the other. Most of all, be surrounded by love ~ ALWAYS!

In love, light and lightness on this magical journey back home

D xox

What Is Love …..

…….this is the question.


When ones asks around: What is love? One might get various replies. And the most amazing thing is, to find out how different people are feeling about this feeling thing: LOVE.
Often it has a physical meaning or a needy one. Coming from a place of fear, not being good enough to love or be loved.
The so called love gets cut off and “taken away” with a break up or an argument. There is no in between.
Either I love you or I don’t.

I would like to drift away from the common understanding of love.
Perhaps lets look at that special love, which starts within one own self and extends to all that is and surrounding us.
It is an acceptance of who we really and truly are. Letting go of old habits and masks, we used to hide behind. Which we thought would define us, so we are able to love and be worthy of love.
This we need to un-learn and learn again, that we are indeed SO able to love and SO worthy of love.
Once the acceptance has kicked in, we become almost like a love-well.
Which overflows and floods all, touching lives with warmth.
What an effect this has on all around us!
You might just experience that others will be afraid of you. Afraid of the purity and love and happiness you will radiate. Afraid, because they will not know it or understand.
Only two thing here can happen, either they will run away as fast as they can OR come closer because they curious and want to be as happy as you are. And this is, what we want. More happy and loving people.
LOVE has so many wonderful side effects. Like being happy, patient, grateful, compassionate, calm and peaceful, just to name a few.  And the best part, you cannot overdose!
My most favorite side effect is: compassion!
It gives you so much freedom to love everybody around you, even thought they might not like you and you might not like them in particular. Meaning, one does not have to sit cozy with each and every one on this planet on the couch and sip tea. It will allow, you to get past fear and anger of others. You will forgive so much quicker and easier (btw  forgiveness too, is a side effect of love). You are able to allow yourself, to be as you truly are and allow those around you too, to be who they are.
Total freedom and total peace.
With compassion you will be able to help others in need, without being emptied up emotionally by getting involved. If this makes sense.
Love is so much more than hugging and kissing and being held and have a special someone. Which of course everybody wants and yes needs in a way. But please again..not needy.

I have learned to be in love with my self and life. It is the most amazing thing. Each day is an absolute miracle. Bouncy steps and big smiles on my face. If I still have not so good days? OH yes of course, but can easy get pass that, as I know and understand that these not so good days a) shall pass too and b) will be released and the spot refilled with love again.

With love, you actually cannot go anymore eye for an eye, as one attracts only the best in ones lives and further compassion kicks in and one would walk away from certain situations in any case.
Yes it is pure bliss to be in love and to be love.
Is it work? Mmmmhhh yes at the beginning. As it sounds so incredible unbelievable. And one has to un-learn the fear part and learn the love part.
Does love hurt? NO! Never has and never will hurt anybody nor yourself. Who gets hurt is the ego, the old belief system. Ego thinks: one should be hurt when there is no love or has been taken away.
See, love cannot be taken away when one IS love. Yes, a person might not be there anymore to hug and kiss and hold. But by understanding the being unconditional, one releases the other person and oneself, for the highest good of all. As love is not self centered.
With this I will LOVE and leave you. I wish you to find the button to switch into love and feel this amazing vibration and energy.
Did not the Beatles sing long time ago: All we need is love…….
In love and light and lightness on this wonderful journey
D xox


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